Saturday, March 15, 2014

I know, my God, that you search the heart, and take pleasure in uprightness; in the uprightness of my heart I have freely offered all these things. (1 Chronicles 29:17)

Today's reflection is by Kari Jo Verhulst, Lutheran Chaplain at MIT and Pastor at University Lutheran Church

Every June and December during my early years as a gift giver, I gave my father a carefully wrapped soap-on-the-rope. My dad, without fail, responded with what I took as delight, commenting on its color or scent before dutifully hanging it from the showerhead in the master bathroom. There it would stay, untouched, I later learned, until he could quietly slip it into the trash.

Turns out that THE perfect Father’s Day/Christmas gift—a woodsy-smelly, interestingly hued bar that hung from a rope so you could NEVER DROP IT—gave my father a wicked rash. Yet, for love of me and my enthusiasm he spared my feelings until I was mature enough to see the tender humor in this semiannual exchange.

King David, nearing the end of his life in 1 Chronicles, blesses God as the source of everything—including the gifts the people have just offered (29:6ff). He marvels at the absurdity of presuming to “give” something to the One who is source of all: “who am I, and what is my people…. For we are aliens and transients before you” (v.14-15). And yet God has claimed them as children and takes delight in them and their openhearted gesture of giving “without ulterior motive,” as the word translated “uprightness” suggests.

What gift of yourself might this season of Lent be inviting you to share? Can you imagine God receiving it with the pleasure of a love-smitten parent beholding a beaming child as she thrusts forth a present and squirms with glee at the surprise inside? Do not be afraid of getting it wrong. God will not reject you. The God who is the source of all that is good takes delight in you.

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